So recently I thought about it for a while and I have come to the conclusion that..............I am afraid of romance. I like love songs, depressing or not, and books about people in cute relationships. Lately, I've been reading The Fault in Our Stars by John Green (Lovely book by the way, you should read it if you ever have the time) The main character is Hazel and she meets this guy named Augustus. And she's afraid to kiss, or make any semiromantic move because she could die soon and she doesn't want to hurt anyone. Just sayin I'm not gonna die soon, it's just that I'm afraid of hurting people. and I hate fighting. I just can't stand it. I hate people being mad at me and if you are I'd probably always be first to apologize. I really want a relationship like Hazel and Augustus, intellectual, like you could talk for hours about random stuff and all the geeky puns and stuff like that. I don't want to be that girl who just makes out with her boyfriend behind halls and that's pretty much all they do. or maybe I'm just weird. I'd prefer that "geeky" looking guy over that Tumblr guy with a six pack. Call me crazy but I like those sort of dorky guys. The fact that I'm afraid of romance is pretty ironic because I'm also afraid of being forever alone..........I'm weird :P .............and this is extremely random. Now that I think of it so are all of my posts........I don't know...it's 2am and I don't want to go to sleep.....So i've been contemplating making a youtube channel because I have like almost no life and I'm bored....should I?
Comment you opinions on relationships and romance and what not and whether or not I should make a youtube channel(:
Anonymous or not, either way, it'd be cool if you left a comment tho(:
Peace Love and Turtles
-Ash
